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[Jul. 6th, 2009|02:58 am] |
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I am so freaken frustrated right now! Ten-ish minutes ago I got an email from an academic advisor telling me that I can receive duel credit for my Sociology statistics course. Sweet. Then I go online and I look up the requirements into the MAT program at the UofA thinking that I am going to be done with school sooner than I thought. Wrong. All this time planning, thinking and hoping that I could be done with school in 2 years tops was shattered. Looks like I didn't scroll through the entire social studies liscensure page the other day and I have at least another 42 credits of Pre-MAT undergraduate studies to finish before I can be accepted into the graduate school program. That's all after receiving my bachelors degree, double majoring and minoring with another 32+ credits. UGH! I'm getting so frustrated and I should be enjoying my time in Italy and not stressing about this. But I can't help it. There are times I resent that God blessed me with intelligence. I know that sounds pathetic and stupid, but I was thinking about it today. Sometimes I wish I could just go through life as one of those girls who marries a military man and mouches off of them and stays home with the kids and if they have a job it's at a mini-mart or it's an in home businesses. I would feel cheated out of life if I quit now and married TJ and didn't finish my degrees and live to my potential. I feel obligated to excel and make something of myself. I don't know how the next 3+ more years of schooling will pan out. If I will walk away with only my bachelors or if I will go all the way. I don't know how everything will work out with me and TJ being separated because of my school and the Navy, if we will get married while I'm finishing school or if we will wait until I am completely finished. I don't know about whether or not TJ will stay in the Navy after I get my degrees, maybe he will come home and I will support him while he uses the GI Bill. Maybe he will end up going to officer school, then what? I just hate not knowing the future, it's driving me crazy. All I know is that I don't want to sacrifice my intelligence and I don't want my life to go to waste. Case closed. |
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